last night

Hannah went to the fair with her friends last night. Whereas I, the animal whisperer, could be content to spend the entire time in the barn with the sheep, Hannah’s a bit more…crazy. They went on every twisty-turny-hurl-inducing ride they could find, and then went back on them again and again. She had a blast, and having come down from a massive cotton candy high, she’s still sleeping at 10 o’clock in the morning. Hurrah for the fair.

Mom and Dad went out to dinner and a movie. Dinner was great but the film wasn’t so much, which is too bad. Stephen and I, the only ones left at home, stayed in for our dinner and a movie. Cherry tomatoes and marinated feta cheese to start, then steak tips over Caesar salad with drinks on the side, and ice cream sundaes for dessert. ‘Cause we know how to live it up. We decided to watch Sweeney Todd, which was surprisingly non-annoying for a musical. Just bloody. Very, very, very bloody.

And then we had a rabbit funeral.

Rex had been very sick all day yesterday, with the symptoms of heart failure, so all I could do was keep him as comfortable as possible. He didn’t struggle, didn’t suffer. He just faded away, as peacefully as I could have hoped for. He’s lived with us for almost ten years, a cage-free bunny and self-elected ruler of the bedroom. He was fiercely independent, always active and very happy. The house really isn’t the same without him.

It was just the two of us there, Stephen and I. We wrapped Rex in a blanket and laid him in the ground with his favorite stuffed dog, Peter. The eulogy was brief: “He was an amazing rabbit.”

Yes, he was.

Rex was laid next to his mate, Peanut. He had made it almost one year without her. Stephen covered the grave and set up a small rock as a makeshift headstone. So that was our night. And, really, I’d be okay if today was somewhat less eventful.

Goodbye, Rex

Goodbye, Rex

(March 13, 1999 – September 15, 2008)

I took this photo just a few weeks ago. It’s not quite the last one I ever took of you, but I think it works. It’s just…you, Rex. Always on the go. Always doing your own thing. You knew who you were and what you wanted, and you could be both amazingly smart and incredibly persistent. And of course, you usually got your way.

We were wrapped around your tiny bunny paw for almost ten years, Rex. You were king of the household. When Peanut died last year, we worried about you so much. We thought you might not be the same, but there you were, living life to the max as usual. And even on your last day, you seemed to handle things on your own terms. I wish I had known, Rex. One day you were here, you were happy, you were healthy.

Today you were a quickly fading star, gone before I truly realized what was happening. You’ve left a bunny-shaped hole in all of our hearts, Mr. Man, and you know, the cats just aren’t going to know what to do with themselves now that you’re gone. Who will chase them out of your bed? Who will they stalk at three in the morning?

Who will be our bunny king?

Goodbye, Rex. This room is a lonelier place without you, but you and Peanut are together now, and forever. We love you both so much.

Love,

your family